You know what sucks? Actually expecting to aim to something and needing to be that thing, yet making no progress in your attempts. Its damaged dreams, its lost experience of oneself, its precisely the sort of thing that pushes somebody into being an "associate" for mad operations like Amway. Sadly that's exactly where I am in my life. What I need to be, yet have thusfar mustered total failure, is a convention guy. I have my first selections, but would accept nearly any kind. I feel as certain that either the Democratic Nationwide Converntion or the Republican version would off somebody exceptional occasions to party.

I had a gigantic phase in my first year in university where I slobbered at the idea of rocking a Kiss convention. However the first convention that lured my craziest dreams was a Star Trek Convention. Though, many of these fellows are possibly pretty depressing to be around for 52 weeks of the year, I just have a feeling they'd be prepared for anything come convention week.

Actually , I haven't any preference if I am guffawing with somebody or at them, as long as I'm guffawing. And , when you have s set of people that are so firmly wound and are on their string form daily, when you open the flood gates, I bet there is a burst of pressure that might wipe a medium sized town right off the mapand that is the sort of party I am looking for.